My Racing Thoughts

Last night was fun, my parents went to the shore. I had a sleepover, kinda like we used to do. But it wasn’t the same. Not even close. I texted you last night, and you didn’t text back:/ What else is new though. I should have expected it, I don’t know why I even tried. Summers coming up, which is cool I guess. I just have anxiety when I think about never getting to see you again. I’ve been trying to put off accepting that. But now I actually have to. All im saying is if you ever do read this, you still mean the world to me.

I really miss you. A lot. It’s raining outside and I wish we were snuggling in my basement like we used to. FUCK.

The fact that he actually hates my guts is hard, but im slowly getting over it. Just recently I moved an old box of useless things to me to the garage so I didnt have to look at them temporarily, unlucky for me it was trash day and they all got thrown out. Not nessecarily a bad thing though. Everyone needs to get over the past sooner or later. I felt wierd throwing away the photostrips from the boardwalk, and our notes that we’d pass to eachother in the hallway between classes, and everything else from flowers to tshirts theres no point of having clutter from the past in my life. Today im seventeen years of age and from now on im only doing whats best for me. Last night my mom caught me and my sisters smoking. She said she wouldnt tell my Dad if we aired out my room before he got home. My life is pretty good now a days.I can’t complain. It’s Romeo’s birthday today too. I can’t wait for summer. I have so much work to turn in for classes though i’m so stressed out but I think that’s normal for the end of the year? Hmmm. I dont know why im still blabbering on, i’m tired. Goodnight Tumblr.

xoxo,
Adriana Grace

When you love someone is it possible to fall out of love, or does that just mean you were never in love?